Bad Period

Alot of things happened in the past few months, be it to me, Jon, Wan Qing, Zhao Hua, De Sheng, its way too much for us to handle, it's a tough period for all of us. Firstly JY left me for HK, then Jon and WQ broke off, but fortunately they managed to patch back again in which all of us will be very happy for them, especially me, who have failed in my relationship, to see them back together again, to love and cherish each other more, got them to promise me. What I could not have in my relationship, I wish all my friends to have it, it's a real suffering I'm going through, I don't wanna see them suffer like I do, I don't want. DS is also going through a tough patch and his beloved doggy "blackie" passed away today, I know how sad he is, there's nothing I can do but to console him. How tough our path is cannot be compared to ZH's, only last week, his mum passed away due to cancer, it was so sudden, no one expected it to come, not even his family members, all my prayers did not help, was disappointed in myself, wondering if my belief in God is not strong enough, maybe I'm too useless to help. JY was very concern of him as well, talked to him over the phone from HK, giving him some advise and some prayers to calm ZH down, whatever the conversation is I do not know, its inside their heart. Really appreciated what JY had done for ZH, thank you. What I can do is to accompany him, be there whenever he calls, try to cheer him up, talk cock for awhile....etc.... Be strong brother, we will always be 2 steps behind you.