Well, this is the first time I'm blogging, and dunno why am I doing this... beats me.... Its been 3 months plus since JY left me for Hong Kong, its a big blow to me as all this came to me so unexpectedly, she wants to leave me for good. "Yes, she will be happier if she leave me, her family members are all in HK, they will take care of her", I tell myself that.
She even told me to let her go if I really love her, and yes I love her so deeply that I agreed to it, letting her go.... let her slip through my fingers... right under my nose... On the day she told me to give up, there wont be a future for us, all these words pierce right through my heart, it hurts so badly, never have I been so hurt ... from the woman I love so much.
I try ever so hard not to cry in office on that very day, head down in front of my PC monitor holding back my tears, till Eugenia came over and put her arm across my shoulder, at the moment the flood gates open, tears came pouring down on my face, just cant control myself emotionally, then came Nicole, my another SH buddies, both of them comfort me. Never in my life have I been console by woman before, I'm so touched!
Eugenia came out with an idea of writing a letter to JY, to express my feeling for her and i agree to it. She even encourage me not to give up on someone I love so much, yes I agree, why would I wanna let go of the one I love so badly just like that, no way. I gotta fight for her, till I no longer got the energy, till I no longer exist in this world...... Ppl might think I'm too naive or even childish to say this kinda crap... I have to say, I'm serious about what I say, a man must honor his words...
Finally completed a letter I wrote for her, in chinese..... got a blast from Eugenia and Nicole after showing them what I've wrote, saying I'm not sincere enough and use SE notepad paper to write, haha and of course I know it's way too short. So mother Eugenia told me to type in english and she will translate all that in chinese for me, damn nice of her. After she has completed, I gotta write it down in which I hasn't been writing chinese words for years, and it took about 2 hours to write it, and waste about 10 pieces of A4 size papers.
I would like to thank Alex & Eugenia for the loving breakfast u guys bought for me, really thanks...
Letter was sent to her last friday by mother Eugenia, need about 5 days to reach her.......wonder what the outcome will be....... maybe it will be the end of our story.............
She even told me to let her go if I really love her, and yes I love her so deeply that I agreed to it, letting her go.... let her slip through my fingers... right under my nose... On the day she told me to give up, there wont be a future for us, all these words pierce right through my heart, it hurts so badly, never have I been so hurt ... from the woman I love so much.
I try ever so hard not to cry in office on that very day, head down in front of my PC monitor holding back my tears, till Eugenia came over and put her arm across my shoulder, at the moment the flood gates open, tears came pouring down on my face, just cant control myself emotionally, then came Nicole, my another SH buddies, both of them comfort me. Never in my life have I been console by woman before, I'm so touched!
Eugenia came out with an idea of writing a letter to JY, to express my feeling for her and i agree to it. She even encourage me not to give up on someone I love so much, yes I agree, why would I wanna let go of the one I love so badly just like that, no way. I gotta fight for her, till I no longer got the energy, till I no longer exist in this world...... Ppl might think I'm too naive or even childish to say this kinda crap... I have to say, I'm serious about what I say, a man must honor his words...
Finally completed a letter I wrote for her, in chinese..... got a blast from Eugenia and Nicole after showing them what I've wrote, saying I'm not sincere enough and use SE notepad paper to write, haha and of course I know it's way too short. So mother Eugenia told me to type in english and she will translate all that in chinese for me, damn nice of her. After she has completed, I gotta write it down in which I hasn't been writing chinese words for years, and it took about 2 hours to write it, and waste about 10 pieces of A4 size papers.
I would like to thank Alex & Eugenia for the loving breakfast u guys bought for me, really thanks...
Letter was sent to her last friday by mother Eugenia, need about 5 days to reach her.......wonder what the outcome will be....... maybe it will be the end of our story.............
2 comments:
Hahaha.... idiot. Make me sound like Mother Teresa or something lol.....
Well, dun give up bro. Never give up on your one true love.... Me and Alex din and look where we are today :)
Wish you all the best bro! And remember: ROMANCING IS IMPT! So treasure your loved ones lah... dun wait till it's too late ya? :)
Will look fwd to your future postings!!
Hahaha...pai seh lah, its the best describtion i can find for you...anwyay thanks for the support Alex and you have give me, the breakfast is a very nice touch, thanks.
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